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Created on 2007-08-12 18:46:03 (#13582269), last updated 2009-11-16

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Name:	gotlove1234
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My Name is Adrienne And This is My Journal. It is Friends Only so Comment to be Added, just dont assume i'll add you unless i really feel i can trust you with whats inside it.

· Drama Queen
· Risk Taker
· Love Seeker
· Bohemian wanna be
· Greatest Artist since Davinci yet still undiscovered..
· Poet and a Writer
· Broadway lover
· Catholic Girl (and damn proud of it) ;)
· Piano Player
· Music Writer
· Life makes no sense to me
· Lover of Literature
· Photographer

I am not perfect,I am not beautiful,I am not brilliant,I am not invincible…I am adequate,I am pretty,I am smart,I am strong,But I am not perfect. What I am And what people say I am are two completely
perpendicular statements. The fact that you would turn to a secondary as apposed to a primary source Is beyond comprehension.
But that Is not my concern. My concern is not;
Rumors, Gossips, Lies; About the typical Definition of a fragile beauty. But the people Who spread them,Who hear them,Who believe them.
That is my concern.The belief of perfection.The only person that is perfect, Is someone who is loved.
Love,
A term used to describe A person with No marks.No flaws in disposition,No cracks in the soul, No cuts in the mind. I have scars on my hands From confusion and boredom,
And you call me perfect?
I have scars on my flesh from stupidity and obliviousness, and you call me beautiful? I have scars on my mind From ignorance and censorship, And you call me brilliant? I have scars on my soul From mere words and phrases, And you call me invincible?
The only one who can say, I’m perfect, I’m beautiful, I’m brilliant, I’m invincible,
Is the one who loves me.
My
Perfect,
Beautiful,
Brilliant,
Invincible,
The one that I love. That is perfection. A term so lose it has No meaning.
Until now. Now, Love Has a meaning.
The fact that you would turn to a secondary as apposed to a primary source Is beyond comprehension. Because there is no such thing As perfection. Which in turn means There is no love. Or at least that’s what’s assumed. But there is Passion, There is Will,
Will to love,
Will to perfect, You can Strive to love, And to be loved. Strive to be perfect, And help others like you, Grow to perfection There is no Utopia.
No perfection. But there is love.
Love
for and of
Yourself.
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15 things i'd like to say to people but won't

1) List Fifteen-ish things you want to say to people but never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Don't put them in any particular order that people could make sense of.

1. It doesnt matter how many years ago it was, you didnt have to leave. You could have been happy and we all could have been happy together.
2. Where were you when i was growing up when i needed you the most? you were there at the beginning and you are here now but i dont know how i can forgive you for leaving me when things were bad.
3. I love you. I'll wait.
4. Fate must have come through for me that one day i stumbled across your livejournal. If i hadnt, i dont know how i would be alive right now. Because i have felt the blackest misery surrounding me, and then you are there and scare it away. The term 'best friend' doesnt even begin to cover it. You are truly my sister. Thank you. For everything.
5. If you dont treasure our friendship then just leave me alone. please.
6. I dont want a best friend okay? I already have one. I love you, but i wish i didnt have to hide things from you, i wish i could be a teenager and not be afraid of you. You dont trust me and i guess thats your problem but then i guess you'll never open your eyes enough to see that the more you pull me closer the more i want to get away from you.
7. i'm sorry i can't be what you need. i'm sorry i'm shallow and that i hurt you. But you are great. Amazing. I just can't be that for you.
8. I hate you. But she loves you. More than you can imagine. Love her back or i swear to god i will bury you so far into the ground that the heat from the earths core will incinerate your sorry ass.
9. you may think i dont really see you. But i see you. I think you are hurting just as much as i am.
10. I cant believe we only met freshman year. I feel like i've known you forever. Thank you for being my friend. And supporting me when i needed it, and teaching me math and laughing with me and letting me be myself, and all that stuff. I love you.
11. You are the only role model that i have ever looked up too. You are so strong and so determined i always wanted to be like you. Even when life handed you this baby you still stuck it out. Thanks for teaching me to be strong when i felt so weak.
12. I dont even know you. All i've seen is a picture. But i kinda hate you.
13. I dont know you either! All i've seen is a picture of you as well! Did you know what you were doing?! did you KNOW what you would do to ME?! what you were ruining?! of course not... how could you.. its impossible to think with that delicious scent making you high..
14. What the hell do you have that i dont? I am so jealous of you. You have no idea..
15. Dear you. Take me back. Let me do it again. I promise i'll do it right.
16. Sometimes i want to be more than just friends with you. Ever since we were little i've thought that. I wish we hadnt stopped being friends for so long, but i'm glad it's back to the way we were now. You dont have to be afraid of being who you are. Especially with me, i love you so much and i'll always be here for you. You've been the brother i've never had, the friend i've always needed and the boy i've always kinda had a crush on. Thank you for letting me cower into your side when we watched scary movies, Thanks for playing violent video games with me, and thank you for staying up late with me eating hot cheetos on sleepover nights. By the way, i hope the reason why you wouldnt tell me who you liked was because it was me..

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